Useless Girl!

Today was my car re-test..
and i failed it again in the same place the SAME mistake!
i am so useless that i couldn't pass it in one time..
another reason that cause me failed the hill is i was panic just now..
i wonder if i failed the 3rd time it is a shame..
why i did it perfectly while practice but not in the test??
why did i feel so panic when i saw the tester or the tester talk to me???
i am so timid..
after this i went home,
i cried whole afternoon...
my eyes was swelling..
i don't think i will go for work tomorrow..
i don't have any mood to serve the customers and see my permanent's face...

today 6/3/2008
I WAS UPSET!